OK, I just want to preface this by stating that I AM A GOOD DRIVER!
We all make mistakes, we get into little bad habits while driving, but for the most part I have done pretty damn well considering I’m a fairly new driver. I’ve had my license for about four years now and I’ve managed to get by without an accident or a ticket. I follow the rules and I pay attention.
Unfortunately, this past week the driving gods seemed to have forgotten about me though as I’m racking up my accident count pretty quickly. In one week I went from zero to two. TWO! Trust me, I’m mortified.
People can reassure me all they want, these things happen, at least you weren’t hurt, it could have been much worse, but it doesn’t make me feel better. I’m a perfectionist with high anxieties…I don’t exactly take accidents lightly. Truthfully a part of me thinks these accidents have happened because I haven’t been driving really at all these past two weeks. I’ve been off school and really haven’t had much reason to leave the house…of course the couple times I do, I slip up with the car. Not that that’s an excuse, I definitely should know better.
The first incident was last Friday. I was headed out to see a friend’s play (shout out to Carly for an amazing job by the way!) and I stopped at the bank. Since I was just going to run in quickly to use the ATM I decided to park my car on the curb beside the bank so I could just hop back in and go without dealing with the parking lot. I’ve done this many times before so I didn’t think much of it. Well, I got a little too close to the curb and hopped it slightly…no big deal…I’ll just move off. Except has I was attempting to get off the curb my right side mirror hit a sign post and was ripped off the side of my car. Fantastic.
After properly parking, attempting (with no such luck) to somehow reattach the mirror and tearfully calling my parents with an explanation, I went home and swapped out cars so I wouldn’t be pulled over on my way to the play. Fortunately, my parents were awesome about it and were just happy I wasn’t hurt. The car was fixed and that was the end of that.
Or so I’d thought.
Today, I went out shopping with my friend Sarah. All was well, and I managed to keep my promise to myself not to spend a dime. Broke college girls…beware of the mall, it will try and suck you in. I digress. We were on our way back, and were actually pretty close to home when once again, I goofed. This time though…I was in my father’s car, not my own. Great.
Basically the girl in front of me was clearly a new driver and her mom was in the passenger seat. This girl had a bit of a habit of stopping abruptly but I’d managed to be OK. That is until we were coming to a stop sign and we began slowing down. I made the mistake of looking down for a second to pick up my drink and when I looked back up, she’d stopped super abruptly for some reason and I’d ended up rear ending her. Not that this was her fault…I shouldn’t have looked away even for that second.
Of course I’m mortified as I get out to face her mother who states that I’ve just hit a new car (oh yes, my luck just keeps getting better) and there’s a license shaped dent in her bumper. Ugh! God knows this woman thinks I’m just the most incompetent girl right now, being that I’m young and probably thinking I’m a newer driver. Honestly I’m inclined to agree with her after all these mishaps.
The parents weren’t thrilled hearing about a second infraction, and me sobbing at home probably didn’t help, but what’s done is done. And trust me, I’m paying for whatever needs to be fixed…I don’t think I’ve ever apologized so much in my life.
So this week hasn’t exactly been good for me on the roads. I feel like a total idiot and like I should re-take my driver’s test or something. I’m especially paranoid as well because starting Monday I have to take the highway all the way into Toronto for work…yay! Please keep your fingers crossed for me people…or maybe just avoid me for a while. Apparently I’m a hazard.